Crashing lights fall to pieces that slice my mind
Seeing the dream as a reality, still only a fantasy
Prisoner of my own thoughts
Never had the key
Where did I go wrong?
Sabotaged myself into believing that I could be instantly changed
That if I was dead a little longer my resurrection would be to die for
But my head is constantly spinning with these visions
I see you, I see him, I see them, but I don't see me
Talking, Thinking, Sitting, Watching
Hoping, Dreaming, Wondering, Waiting
Wishing, Conceiving, Feeling, Loving,
Living, Wandering, Believing,
Straight Deceiving
I just feel like I was told to go left instead of right
I followed my first mind and went that side of the fork road
You told me this side was greener
Subconsciously, I have convinced myself that I am in a different realm
I'm not
I'm still my worst enemy
Why you ask?
Because I have box with complexities
I can't break in
And I can't find the damn key
So I'll sit
I'll sit and hope that one day I'll be better
Better able to articulate what it is I truly feel
Because right now,
Words are worthless
And the only thing worthwhile
Is trapped in an abandoned box.
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