More of a temporary hope for what never will come
I can't help but question some of the decisions that I make
Why is it that as a human being, my first inclination is to give myself, wholeheartedly?
Am I blinded by the idea that one day, I will give and then receive something far beyond what my mind can comprehend?
Nevertheless, as I digress to speak my mind
I ponder about something that I told myself weeks ago: To give
Give if you have a little, give if you have a lot
But what happens when you give and all the other person every does is take?
I've observed my friends, family, boos, etc
And I've come to the conclusion that people are sometimes so got damn selfish
Like I understand if every now and then, you need some attention
By all means, I'll be your audience
But got dammit, do you always have to be the star of the production?
And if I miss and show will I be dismissed?
It's funny how sometimes I can be so forgiving, so overlooking
But then, God forbid, that I do something wrong
Please cut my head off and bring it to the offended
I'm just so confused,
If I stay quiet and work hard, I get no where
If I sit strong and speak my mind, I get no where
If I just do nothing at all, I really will get no where
Idk, im just ranting
Having the 3am type of thoughts
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